Faded Hope

The dust from the road springs up like a wildfire, random rocks ping on the aluminum of the painted car. The sun is neon yellow, at least that what my sunglasses say it is. I'm staring out at the fields. I have no idea where I'm at. But it doesn't matter. I know I'm where I'm suppose to be, and that's all what does. The wind flys through the window trying to bring my hair with it as it leaves, but it takes nothing more than the fresh scent of the car and his smell past me. I breath in, and let it release through my body.







I look over and there he is. Not trying to be slick, not trying to anything more than who he is. I smile. Say not one word. I kiss him on the face. I receive a smile. Not a word. Only a smile. The music in the car is steady, it's just the radio. It's working prefectly with whats happen, which is basicly nothing, so it works.


Then the sky changes and it darkens. The air is thick. Somethings wrong. But I can't understand what.

Then everythings gone. Nothings there. I'm alone. I should have known it would end up like this. Always does, it's just one of those things I can't help and I'll never be able to change.

The sky always starts out beautiful. Radiate and amazing. I get comfortable and set my hopes and mind up with a this is it and then it falls, and laughs at me.

Keep the fire going, I'm sick of second guessing and asuming something could be perfect, because it never will be. I should just get it through my head that

nothing is good

and its a waste of time

good night to my dreams

and hello reality

you are brutal

and cruel

but at least your

real

Song to download; Dancing Shoes by Artic Monkeys