Ironic

I don't really know what I was expecting.. but I didn't want it to be that. Me just standing there starring into his shit brown eyes.. the light catching them everytime and igniting a honey warm gold around the pupil. Such a damn ass, but yet not even close. I basicly just like to say that to make things seem... understandable? I guess that word assocation works.

I didn't really know what was going to happen after that first night. Laying there smoking a cig, half naked at the foot of his bed. But then here I am, looking at him and its not what I thought, but then again theres always that chance I'm digging. Its what I do, I dig and make excuses. Then again, he was at work. What, was he just suppose to jump me there and be all "i want you baby, yea" Get real John Travolta, this aint no Grease. If I wanted that shit i'd have stuck with the last loser. BLah, gag me.

Its funny, I either find the ones that show no reaction or at least not the one I'm looking for or the ones that cry and call me baby. I wasn't in dirty dancing thats not ma name hunny. Is it really that hard to find someone that goes straight to short sweet and the point? I mean as bloodhound gang would say I don't wonna beat around the bush, but this time its not in a dirty context.

I guess thats just one of those things.

"Its like walking barefoot and stepping in a mud puddle.

You wonna be mad,

but you can't do anything but laugh,

cause its just so damn ironic."

It's Ironic

It's the story of my life

sum'd up in one word.

Now thats Ironic!

Song to Download; Ironic by Alanis Morisette